Got Food?

The bug or whatever it was that I got while I was away has finally vacated the building. Thank you very much! I have a pretty high pain tolerance but when it comes to gut wrenching stomach pains I tend to get a wee bit baby like.

Last week was so beautiful out. My friend and I went for our first walk of the year on the trail we walked every day last year to train for the 60 k walk. We actually even jogged a bit. Holy crap a I out of shape. I’d love to be able to jog for just a km but it will be a long time before that happens. We are doing the walk again this year so hopefully we can get our distances up to at least 40 k before the actual walk. We have a beautiful trail just down the road from here which is 53 km long. One day we are going to walk the 30 km from Hamilton to Brantford. Wish us luck. 🙂

I’ve been having a hard time not wanting to eat every.single.thing.in.sight. today and yesterday. I know my period is due next week but I’ve always been able to curb the cravings. I caved in today and bought a bag of OMGs. If you haven’t had them you are so missing out. Then I went out for dinner and had spinach dip and a chicken wrap. It took the cravings away but now I feel bad for eating like that. Oh well. Not going to beat myself up over it.

I coloured my hair tonight. Shit sakes I have A LOT of grey hair. 🙁

I really wish I could lose another 30 lbs. I could just kick myself in the ass for gaining back so much weight. At least it’s coming off again. Slower than ever but a loss is better than a gain. I keep talking about going on the whole 30 plan but I just don’t know enough about it to start. What can I eat? What can’t I eat. I read the website but I need clear cut yes foods and no foods. So confusing. I’m hoping to be between 125 and 130 by July or August. Probably won’t happen but we’ll see.

Lately one of my friends have been so flaky and it’s pissing me off. Don’t make plans with me and then cancel at the last minute like MY plans I cancelled for YOU don’t matter. That is so disrespectful. Oh well. One day she will need me and I won’t be around to help her out.

Hope you are all well. xox

buttermoon

March 24, 2012

I understand being mad at yourself for gaining back weight. How did we not learn from the first round of hard work? A 60k walk? That’s crazy long.

Periods suck. I’m not looking forward to mine coming back. I still get the monthly cravings I think. I don’t keep track but some days in the month I’m hungrier than others. So I still have that….I’m sure I have grey hair. I’ve been coloring my hair since I was 13. I hate flaky friends. I have a few and it’s so annoying and frustrating. Oh 125 or 130, that seems so damn far away. I’ve never been

that thin in my adult life. I’m aiming to get back to 140. It’s still so far away. I understand being mad about gaining weight. I said the first time I lost weight in high school, I would never let myself get fat again and now I’ve surpassed it. Ick. That’s an insane amount to walk. How do your feet feel after that? Maybe you should look for a forum for the whole 30? I’m sure Kristin could help

but I find that forums sometimes have lots of discussions about what you can and can’t eat. http://www.3fatchicks.com/forum/ this forum might help if you pose a question. So many diets on there so people probably have heard of this. Glad to see you update! You should do it more! 🙂

PS It would be so awesome if we lived near eachother, even without the free child care offer lol

I hate relosing weight that I’ve already lost. Good luck with those that last bit again.

Thank you so much! I will definitely take you up on that offer if we need to (although I really, really hope we won’t have to! I hate flying enough as it is) You are so sweet to offer! Flaky friends suck! I want to get back to 145, but I would be so happy to get around 165.. looking back I looked great at that weight. I used to hold weight really well (curves and small waist) but not anymore!

Loser.

March 27, 2012

We had some beautiful weather there for a few days but it’s back to being cold again and they’re forecasting snow tonight. Boo! At least we know spring is coming soon 🙂 I know how you feel about regaining weight but you’re taking it off again and that’s all that matters. I’m not really familiar with the whole 30 plan but I bet if you did some Googling you could probably find food lists people have made. Good luck with it <3

RYN: Thanks! I will try that, I think I have done it before, some times it works, sometimes not. I don’t understand. You picked all cute ones but yeah, you’re no help lol Kidding. Oh and I think you need to change your front page to thin or healthy girl instead of chubby. From that last pic I saw on fb, it’s not a true statement.

RYN: Thanks 🙂 She has so much stuff. My mom s a shopaholic so she has shoes, headbands, hats and she hates them all lol. She’s old enough to rip them off now. I guess I didn’t wear them on her enough when she was really little.