Whistle of my lungs…

Hi!
I feel really bad.
Just have lot of phlegm in my lungs…
I can’t breathe by my nose.
Night was terrible
I go to bed at 11:30 pm ‘cuz I got fit ;/
It’s making me crazy.
I wanted to go to doctor today
But I have to go on Friday.
I need to go to doctor!
I woke up at 5:40am
But back to bed…
My mum came at 6:00am to found out how I feel
I couldn’t answer, ‘cuz my sore was so dry
I need glass of water…
I started coughing
It’s not one of those things with I love
But now it’s normal for me that I’m coughing
I’m scared.
It’s 3rd month of treatment.
Sad
Boring
Stupid
Lot of medics
Pills
Syrups
Inhals
It makes me thinking.
Maybe if in September my doctor gave me antibiotic I would be healthy now?
But she told:
"Just small infection"
She hasn’t seen (or hear) how hard it was for me to breathe.
But I can’t judge her…
It’s just my body…
And fact that every medic (without anti-allergic ones) stops working after few days.
I’m scared…
About Friday…
I’m scared that doctor says that I need to go to hospital
That it’s worse that I think
I’m just scared.
But can’t wait too.
I’d like to know what is going on!
Why my lungs don’t work?
Why I can’t breathe easy?
I have never problems like that!

I’ll write something later 🙂

Try… to… breathe… easy…

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Music: whistle of my lungs …

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