waiting

It’s 12am and I am still waiting for results of enrolment…
I am so nervous…
There is about 40 minutes left… Or more…
God!
I had dream that I got to that class I wanted (maths-English in 3rd High School)…

I woke up at 7:40am AGAIN!
Because I stopped breathing easy and needed to do something with it.
But I was just for 30 minutes lying in my bed trying to survive.
I couldn’t woke up because I was too weak to do anything.
But there is progress!
I didn’t cry. -.-” yeah…
When I had taken deeply breath I decided to go to bathroom.
I didn’t want to wake up my sister because of coughing.
Then 15 minutes of coughing in bathroom…
I am still coughing up, but less than yesterday, so breathing is difficult for me.

My mum call me at 9am to tell that we are going to Hel (find on a map of Poland).
This Saturday or Sunday.
My doctor said that my lungs need it.
Yeah… Cool…
It’s not like I am not happy or something, but I am just scared because I need to see my doctor before I go.
And I just don’t know what she’ll say.
I am on really hard treatment but it doesn’t give any BIG results.
It might be so long.
I just hope I’ll get OK soon. I don’t want to spend all my holidays at home/hospital/anywhere with all those stupid pills! ;/

OK it’s 1pm the results should be soon <scared>
I am so scared…

Let’s have a look…

waiting for connection…

waiting…

waiting for 5 minutes. Does everyone thought "Let’s look at results?!"

waiting…

OMG there is connection…

Let’s login…

waiting…

Yeah! I am in maths-english class in 3rd High School… OMG! I am crying… But I am so happy…

Need to go, will write later…

I am so happy