Sunday

Hi!

I feel really bad. I can’t breathe… I have suffocated all the time today. It’s hard… Painful and boring. I just hope tomorrow will be better… It has to be better!

I can’t stand this all stuffs. It’s killing me… It’s seventh day of new treatment, without being on O2, inhalers, IV… And all those stuffs with I’m scared about, so much.
But always when I feel like today I read 65_RedRoses. It really helps me, because Eva was a girl with CF, so her lungs were in much more bad shape than my, because I don’t have CF. And information that I don’t have CF was the best in my life, because it means that I’m generally healthy.

I hope I won’t catch a cold during the nearest days. Because it’ll make my state of health worse.

I’m so scared…

Mood:
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