Quick entry

Hey
I just want to let you know what’s going on in my life.
So
I feel bad.
I fainted few days ago.
I take a lot of pills, but I don’t look good.
I am still so weak and I am sick of it.
But I believe!
I won’t give up.
It doesn’t mater that my diet still doesn’t work.
Now I am taking 3000 kcal per day.
I am so afraid.
Because I don’t move too much (my legs hurts me so much) there is a lot of phlegm in my lungs ;/
It’s so terrible
Everyday I wake up and try to caught up.
It’s painful but I have no choice.
I won’t give up!

I am so grateful for God…
He let’s me to be.

LOVE <3

PS
Maybe I am mean girl, but I am so happy that I don’t have CF…
 

Mood:

Yours, Gosia

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March 29, 2011

You’re not a mean girl for that. But it sounds like you have something that’s just as bad! It’s more than asthma and scoliosis, isn’t it? ~

RYN: I’m sorry to hear things aren’t good at the moment, but I like your vision of looking forward to better days because there WILL BE better days for you yet! Just know that you have unending support between your family, close friends and those of us you keep thoughts for you here. I hope that someday, I will come here to read an entry from you saying that you are 100% healthy again.:)