no air

it is not asthma, and panic attack.
just new bacterium in my lungs -.-‘
old phlegm hadn’t been coughed up so new bacterium had perfect area for ‘living’
Christmas are coming and I don’t want to be ill.
I don’t want my mum to pay hundreds of PLN for my meds.
it’s so stupid.

all right.
I have to stop taking care of my new ugly bacterium and start to study.
Just three days at school left…

I feel like there is no air…
I mean oxygen in the air…