Missing

What a stupid feeling it is!
I haven’t been seeing anyone since Thursday! ;/
And I probably won’t until Saturday (Maciek. Maybe) or even Monday!
I am going to fix there.
I mean get crazy.

I feel good. But missing people is killing me. Being out.
The only way to keep in touch with world is my PC and my mobile phone.

I am drowning in pills and other medications.

I am so weak and I am missing.
It’s killing me.
I mean missing is killing me.
I accepted pills and learn how to exist with it. But missing… It’s harder than treatment… Trust me…

Dorian Gray

November 22, 2011

just be in the here and now.

Loki-Laufeyson

random; Hey =) It sucks when you can`t see anyone — I can`t imagine it as I am rarely completely alone. Lol. Out of curiosity, what do you need to take pills for?

ryn; That doesn`t seem nice at all =/ Loneliness is horrible. At least you are able to use the computer when you are in this state, so you are not entirely disconnected and you can still talk with your friends via the computer — and phone, right? I hope you feel better soon and are able to go out to be with your friends =)