Hug me…

Hello!

Sorry that I didn’t write but I have lot of study and I just haven’t free time. But I finally have weekend! And this weekend will be good… Because I believe in it. I feel really good. I can breath! But this week wasn’t as good as you can think ;/ It was hard and lot of pain every day. Suffocate, cough, not deep breath, my sad mum, my tears, sad Maciek, my p-e teacher, all my teachers, my friends, and You my readers. You are my best support. It’s really best feeling when you leave notes. You don’t know me but you want to help. And This One Person who I don’t know, but she/he read my diary and post notes under many entries. I don’t know Your name. And it’s the best. That I can’t read Your diary. But You are like friend. 🙂

So I wrote that my week wasn’t good. It was really hard. I had a lot of study. My lungs "feel" better. But it’s really hard to do exercises on P-E during the whole 45 minutes. And sometimes I need break. My teacher is really understanding towards me. He told that I can seat every time when I need break or have problems with breathing. He call me "Gocha" xD It’s really "hard-rock" little name for me. But I think I’ll like it.

Today we celebrate "hugs-day". And I was talking with Maciek on today’s school’s ceremony and I ask:
-Do you know what kind of day we have today?
-Hyymmm… No…
-Hugs-day…
-Oh Gosia! I don’t need "hugs day" to hug you… -And he smiled and looked at me. I think I was missing he. You know last days I was really busy and ill. And I hate coughing during conversation. It’s really embarrassing for me. But today I feel better. Two Fridays ago everything started…
-Great.
After he took my hand and said:
-OMG. Your hands are so cold – And put his jacket on me! :O It made me crazy… -Better?
-It was OK, with out your jacket too…
Emi looked at me… He eyes were saying "What’s going on?"… And my eyes were saying probably "I don’t know". And I smell his fragrance. I really like it.

When ceremony finished I look into his eyes… And… He hug me ;D I wanted say "Never stop". I feel so good in his arms. He’s my best friend, but after I walked to home with Emi and she ask "Does he know that you are just friends?" LOL!!

And tomorrow we are going for school rally! The whole day with my friends, digital camera, teachers, nature, dancing, singing and Maciek of course. I just can’t wait. But I’m quite confused because he treat me better than he was treating his ex girlfriend when they were together.

Love You All!!

Mood:
Pic: at home

I feel it in my fingers
I feel it in my toes
Love is all around me
And so the feeling grows
/Wet Wet Wet – Love is all around/