Good Afternoon New Year

So yes. 2012 came, 2011 passed away…

2011 wasn’t that bad. I just lost a lot of people they passed away or just stopped talking to me.
I got a lot of new relationships and I am going to have cousin this month (my uncle wife is pregnant and she’s about labour), can’t wait to see him. I am just thinking that next Christmas it’s going to be ‘cool’ babe.

So in 2011 a lot of people who were close to me passed away to see with God.
Each time I was crying a lot.
They were amazing people…
In February one of blogers- Lois (really strong girl from Israel died of CF)
In October  Maria– second wife of my dad’s father (I have never called him grandfather because he doesn’t behaviour like granddad) of cancer. She was really bad during her last few days. It started in breast then moved to bones and brain. She was in huge pain. But her sons were taking care of her really well.
In December my mum’s uncle (had good sense of humour) he was old and had problems with nutrition system.
And also in December my loved neighbour, so kind woman. She was so old, but healthy. I will always remember about her as kind and happy person.
Today at 3am (it’s 1st January 2012) died my grandma’s best friend Barbara. She was in hospice for last 1,5 month. She was really bad and I was praying for her not to be in pain during her last days since she was taken to hospice. I went to bed at 2:40am. Can’t imagine that this time she was saying her last words and taking last breaths. My mum came to woke me up at 11am and first thing I heard this day was ‘Mrs Barbara died’. But I feel like it’s good for her. She had really good attention. And wasn’t in pain, she was seeing priest often…

But 2011 didn’t just take away. It was giving too. 😉
I got best 12 months ever.
I got a lot of love.
I got good doctors and good treatment that was working better than last year.
I got best people ever.
I got hope and strength to fight.
I got life.
I got a lot of good moments.
There is nothing I would change if I could.

2011 was amazing and I hope 2012 will be too.!

I have just few resolutions for new year:
1) Smile
2) Love
3) Make mistakes
4) Achieve successes
5) Be brave and fight with my weaknesses
6) Be the happiest girl in the world

Happy New Year Everyone!