08/11/2013
I wish I had more time to write. And read. I’m reading a book for my book club. It’s a so-so read. But I still want to read it and discuss it with the club on the 27th. We are meeting at my house (pile on some more stress). I wish I had more time to read OD too. I appreciate the notes I get. I just wish I could return the favor more often than I do.
I wish I had the courage to let go. That is foremost in my mind at the moment. There were times I thought I did have that courage. But I don’t. The prevailing fear is this…if I let go, cut ties, who will tell me I am beautiful and sexy and I am desired? Who? Which begs the question, why do I need someone else to tell me I am beautiful, and sexy and desired? Why? That, right there, would be the bigger question.
there are very few people that don’t need affirmation, and in most cases…when they don’t need it, it’s cuz they already get it. especially those of us that have felt quite disregarded by our spouse. while needing it might be viewed as a weakness…beating yourself up to for needing it isn’t fair, cut yourself a break. RYN. certain parts continue to heal. thx
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Basic human need.
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