Gut check

It has been so debilitating thinking of her. Getting angry at Her, loving Her, missing Her, dreaming of Her. She was truly a special little soul. She helped me realize that happiness is something to be sought and nurtured. She broke me out of my shell and showed me it was okay to be vulnerable. Her companionship forced me to look outside of work for fulfillment. She showed me that the world has a bunch of outlets to express myself. She was a much needed impression on my life. I am grateful for the lessons and the punch to the gut. I will not let you down again… Even if I will never see you again.