Sickly

I’m feeling really light headed this morning. I wonder if I’m getting sick? I am ready to get it over with, let’s come on with it!!! 

Somebody was crazy knocking on my door this morning while I was getting ready.
I am very paranoid so I never answer the door. When somebody’s knocking and my husband is there, he gets the door and I run and hide in the restroom. Is that weird? Well I ignored it and got ready as usual, and peeped out of all my windows to make sure the murderer wasn’t hiding anywhere, waiting to surprize me.

No murderer, he must have left. I made it to work safe:)

My husband keeps asking me what’s wrong, telling me I am not being myself.

The truth is I’m not myself, I am worried sick about my cousin E. She went to Mexico with her husband and kids to visit family and I haven’t heard from her. I texed her on January first and told her to give me a call or text when she got back so I knew she made it home safe. It’s getting really bad down there… NO RESPONSE.
I texted her again on Monday, just a short text of RU HOME YET?

NO RESPONSE.

Usually they would be home by now, they left December 17th, I doubt they would stay a whole month down there.
Surely her husband has to go back to work soon.

Maybe she’s just not getting my texts? Sometimes she doesn’t get signal out there in the sticks where she lives…

Lo says wait a couple days THEN call her.
He says if something was up, surely her parents would have called me or somebody in the family would, asking if I had talked to her lately.

I know that sounds awfully paranoid of me to think they were abducted, but that’s how my mind works. Something isn’t in it’s place and I automatically think SOMETHING IS WRONG.

Hopefully she’s just mad at me and is ignoring my texts. I am going to kick her ass if that is the case though!