PICK ME UP

It’s 3:07pm… I am buried in paperwork and I am on OD??? 
Look at me go! Pretty soon I will be nominated   EMPLOYEE OF THE MONTH! 

I just went down the hall and bought me a can of Dr. Pepper.
Ahhhh like a party in my mouth.

Who cares if I’m fat? As long as I can drink Dr. Pepper all day, and my husband buys me a bed big enough for the both of us, I am OK! 

I am putting chicken tostadas together tonight for dinner. I am the laziest wife EVER! 
But you know, I work full time… I come home and if I make an elaborate dinner, that’s just MORE dishes I have to wash, more crumbs to sweep up and more calories consumed, more than likely. What does my husband do when he comes home? Sits down and watches T.V…. 

Last night I saw the first of the LADYBUG invasion… I was pulling some chicken apart for quesadillas (Yes, ANOTHER lazy dinner) and I heard something "clink"… I looked around and I thought, "SURELY that wasn’t a ladybug…" I looked over at the mini blinds and saw two little things sticking out of the middle of them… I got closer to see what it was and they looked like a pair of wings… Then I yelled at my husband to come over there and he got it. We were both so dissapointed.

First of all, I thought I was going to be more brave with the Ladybug battle.. (Or asian lady beetles or whatever..) I’m not. I am as scared as I was last year. Let the paranoia begin… The rest of the night I was looking around for any "out of place" spots… Keeping my ears open for more "clinking"…  and looking over my shoulder to make sure I didn’t have one on me…

Second of all, we got the house sprayed like two months ago… I read on a website that it should help some…  So WHY WHY WHY did I see one last night? 

I wonder if a hypnotist or hypnotherapist or whatever they are called can help me with this? I just want to stop feeling like its the END OF THE WORLD when I come accross a ladybug… I wish it was that simple, to tell yourself, "DONT BE SCARED, YOU’RE 10000 TIMES LARGER THAN A LADYBUG."

I hate it when someone else tells me that, they’re like, "THEY’RE NOT GOING TO HARM YOU."  I’m like… "OH REALLY!??! OKAY, THANKS FOR TELLING ME THIS, I AM NOT AFRAID ANYMORE!!!"

I’m so pissy today… I am getting on my OWN nerves! I will be back when I am in a better mood.
I hate reading my old posts and being embarrassed of what I wrote!

Sometimes you just gotta let it out though!