DAY 04

DAY 04- A HABIT YOU WISH YOU DIDN’T HAVE

I would say my nails… Not biting, surprizingly I have stopped biting!

*APPLAUSE*

-BOW-

I think more like procrastinating with them.
I get a really cute idea on how I am going to polish them, and I am so proud until it starts to chip off. I never make it a priority to hurry up and remove the fingernail polish, so it starts looking really REALLY bad after a few days. I have been embarrassed one too many times because of this. Sometimes I am caught offguard, with not a pocket ANYWHERE or I meet someone and  I just have to extend my hand out  and be like, "HI, I’M REALLY GROSS!" Other times I find myself trying to scrape or peel off the bright red polish at the last minute, or trying to ‘layer’ over the ugliness with MORE polish… Which looks even worse!!! 

I know you’re thinking EEEW KARINA!!!

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Why don’t I use these smilies more often?! This little guy did a good job! 

I hate pictures! This morning I took a picture of myself because "I looked cute today…"
HORRIBLE! AWFUL! BLEH! GROSS!
Next time I feel "cute" I will definitely not take another picture…
It literally told me "NO YOU’RE NOT!"   (I think the whole building heard!) 

Recently I have been hooked on downloading AMAZON MP3s… I think I am all that now that I have a little pre-paid Debit card.
I sho’ do!

I want a baby.

——————- I just went to lunch and ate 2/3rds of a large pizza. Okay I just drew a little pie and it’s more like 2/5ths.  10 slices, I ate 4… 4 out of 10… 2 over 5… Is that right? 
Anyway the point is that I ate that pizza until I started to hate that pizza…. When I walked out the door I made a face at it because it smelled like pizza all over my house… I NEED someone to go by my house and throw that pizza away. I am pretty sure I will chomp on it tomorrow during lunch… I can save myself from the PIZZA guilt if I do something about it NOW.

Why do I do this? I diet and excercise until my clothes are too big for me. Then I eat whatever I want until my clothes are too tight and lose the weight again. I thought I was going to lose it forreal this time??? 

I am so ashamed!  

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My co-worker just got back from getting her flu shot. She was like, "If you’re going to go get one you should do it today, they are not busy… I will warn you though, it really hurt when she gave it to me."

Then I looked at her and was like… "What do you mean REALLY HURT? Like a regular shot?"

Then she said, "Yeah, like a regular shot, but there was actual PAIN when she injected the medicine in… I guess it’s strong medicine or something.. All I know is it HURT."

……………………………..SO I AM NOT GETTING ONE NOW, Thank you very much MSK!!!