Silence is Not My Friend
Things are kind of tense at home right now – which is to be expected.
Court’s doing his best to ignore us, and that’s driving Mom and I crazy… neither one of us does ignored well. It came to a head today when I yelled at him for it; we had words, Mom cried, and I decided that I was angry at Court. It got better not too long after, but it was just… it wasn’t good at all.
He says he’s trying to distance himself from us completely, and I understand that, but at the same time, he is living in our house and the like, and I’d like a little bit of respect. he said it himself, how can he respect others if he doesn’t respect himself. But there’s nothing I can do about that.
I think the biggest mistake that was made was having him move in with us. I love having him here (most of the time) but the problem being that our relationship went downhill once it was taken from virtual to reality. If that makes sense.
::sigh::
Whatever.
Things’ll get better, they have to.
the fact that he “doesn’t respect himself” shouldn’t be an excuse for not giving you all respect. it should be the other way around. It should be “how can anyone respect me when I don’t respect myself”. The moving in and the virtual/real thing, totally understand. So what’s going to happen now? Is he going to move out? I think it would just make everyone’s lives more miserable if your relationship has gone stale and he stays around. I dunno, that’s just how I see it 🙁 i’m sorry. ~♥~
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I totally am with you on the comparison thing. I never imagined this would happen. And remember the guy that I was so excited about going to Oregon to see like least year? I’ll have to find the link to the entry where that shit hit the fan. I dunno if you caught that. It was like in June or July sometime. Bleh. Stupid crap. anyway. If you need to talk, you know where to find me lol. Takecare.
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