Dreams and Other Stuff

I’ve come down with a cold >.< which means I get to experience my favorite thing ever… sick dreams!

Woke up yesterday morning in a panic – I had a dream where all the hamsters were eaten by snakes. (in the dream, I had to keep removing the hamsters from the snake cages for some reason) and when Court came up to go to bed, I woke up and had to ask him about a dozen times if he was sure that the hamsters were okay and not eaten.  I went downstairs and sat with Mom after waking up all the hamsters to be doubley sure that all were okay.  They were, of course.

I went to bed early last night and curled up to sleep.  I ended up dreaming about my ex… we were driving and talking and I told him about the way I’ve been feeling – about the suicidal thoughts and the frustrations and pain that went with them.  I don’t know why I was dreaming about him, and while we were talking, I knew he was upset with me.  The subject changed to his current girlfriend’s pregnancy and he wsa surprised that I took the time to read his facebook posts.

::shakes her head:: I don’t know why I’ve been dreaming that way, other than the whole being sick.

I’ve other news though. ^-^

I found a place to move out into.  I’ve moving back to Yelm, sadly, but the lady is really nice, and the room is cheap… there’s three kids in the house, and I’m excited to play with them.  Okay, let me reorganize my thoughts so they make sense…

I put an ad on Craigslist saying that i needed a place to live – I’ve been looking for a place for a while, but haven’t found any that I liked who answered me back.  I got a reply from a lady in Yelm who’s hubby is overseas.  She’s looking for someone to rent out the extra room in her house.  She has three boys, ages 5, 3, and 9 months… which is a plus for me, I can’t wait to spend time with the kids.  I’ll most likely moving out there in the next two weeks or so.

Court’s actually supportive about it.  he says it’ll be good for me, which it will.  I’m just surprised that he admitted it.

Things with court have been better lately.  We’re getting along good, really good, for the most part.  The hardest thing is the fact that he found out about the addictiveness of a good guild in WoW and vent.  It’s sometimes hard to get his attention, but he’s getting better at reading my hand signals when I want to get his attention.  He found that taking off the headphones is a lot less painful then having me kick him in the leg.

Today we’re going to go to the temp agencies in town and get him signed up with them.  I’m hoping that’ll help him find a job faster… the temp agencies here are really good at that sort of thing.

Whee… nothing else to say right now. ::sighs:: I think I might try to go back to sleep.