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I haven’t written a real entry in a while.  Hell, I haven’t done my FebMusMo for the last few days.

I’m tired.  I figure it has to do with gaming most of this week and not getting to bed until a bit later than I want to.  I think I’m going to take some time away from gaming.  In fact, I’m canceling Monday’s game and going to spend the weekend and Monday sleeping.  I’m kind of worried that the pills are contributing to this too.  I slept really hard last night, didn’t wake up on time, and when I did wake up, my right shoulder and hand were sore – I think I slept on my side all night.

There’s so much going on in my head, my mind is racing, trying not to dwell on the fact that I have a doctor’s appointment on the 19th… and a therepist appointment on the 25th.  I’m kind of nervous about the therepist appointment… I’m afraid I’m going to find out that I’m so broken that nothing can help.  Yeah, I know that’s a silly thing to worry about, but I really am worried about it.  But at least I’m willing to work on it this time – so I win.  Either way, I win.  A paper bag scratched me, right on the inside of my elbow and I had to keep from thinking about how good it felt. ::sigh:: I don’t think the 19th can come soon enough.

I’m so drained. I have snatches of poetry and letters and just… crap racing around my brain, even as my body tells me that I need to slow down and rest.  I think I’m going to rest tonight.  Psh, I always say that, but once I leave from work, I feel a thousand times better.  Mom and I are going shopping today.  I’m going to pick up a webcam and then we’re going to go foodshopping.

Speaking of shopping – I got an email from History.com that said I could take 20% off of my next purchase, so I finally decided to pick up the 7 Deadly Sins show that they had on over the holidays.  I could buy the sins individually for $25 each, or I could buy the complete set on 2 discs for $20. After the 20% off, I think it was $15 and some change.  I pretty much got free S&H – ended up spending $19 dollars to buy and ship it.  So I’m excited about that.  It’ll be good.