10/26/2010

I need to write more. 

I know, I keep saying that, but it’s true.

And it’s not just true with my journal, it’s true with everything.

NaNoWriMo is coming up in a little less than a week.

I don’t have my outline done.  ::sweatdrops::  Mom says I shouldn’t attempt it, but I think I want to.  I’m going to try.

Even though it’s one more thing for me to stress about.

I’m still trying to decide on a name for my main character.  I have a lot of "K", hard "C", "M" and "A" names so far.  I need to break out of that habit.  I just haven’t found any that piqued my interest for more than a moment or three.

I think I’m going to make a vow that I’ll write in here every day next month, even if it’s just a word count and a quick word or three of how I’m doing with the story.  I need to make myself motivated.

I’ll start with my word count at work.  Set up my counter again.  Anyone else doing NaNoWriMo this year?

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I’m falling behind with my jewelry.  I NEED To get stuff together… I NEED to do that today.  Yesterday, even.  I’m just having so much trouble getting motivated.  ::sigh:: Court, can you try to motivate me? Harp on me and stuff?  I’d ask you all with my numbrer to do that, but I haven’t charged my phone in over a week.  I need to do that, too.

I’m just feeling so "blah" lately.  Had another kind of meltdown thingie last week, went to the doc, got two days off and a change in pills.  Winter is Coming and its going to be bad this year.  Doesn’t help that Court and Mom are sick right now.  Boys are such whiners when they’re sick… then again, I’m not much better.  My wrists were acting up last night and I all but whimpered and cried most of the evening, even after pain meds. 

I need to get motivated again.  Hell, I need to remember stuff again.  I might start writing everything down… goals for the day, and such.  Like I was telling Jamie yesterday, I’m forgetting so much these days that it’s kind of bothersome.  I’d remember to go and do something, but not until after I was supposed to, or until I can’t go and do it.  (Like… searching Craigslist for something, but not remembering to until i’m on the bus to or from work, stuff like that.)  Court’s getting frustrated with me because of it, I can tell.  I need to try to get better.

UUhmm… Not sure what else there is to write right now.  My wrist’s hurting again.  I’m going to hurry up and enter all the stuff I need to for the day so I can baby it for the rest of the shift.

Ooh! I remembered something else… I need to look up date and what movies are being shown for All Freakin’ Night this year.  Yes! Need to do that now.