01/05/2012

So.

Life’s been crazy.

Court and I aren’t talking to each other right now…

He said something that really hurt me and I decided to ignore him afterwards… apparently I ignored him long enough for him to get butthurt about it and now he’s pulling the “poor me” card and still isn’t talking to me.  So fuck him.

I feel sorry for Mom, who’s getting stuck in the middle of all this.  She’s not happy about it and I don’t know what to do to make her happy… I’d apologize to Court if I felt it was needful, but no, this time he’s in the wrong, not me.  I want his apology or at least recognition that he’s done wrong.  I’m tired of feeling like I need to suck it up and take his shit.

After two days of hell, Bonnie and I are talking again.  It’s a bit of a pain to even think about… we were going through a really rough patch and I threw in the towel.. I meant it to be done and over with, but it was too painful for the both of us.

::shakes her head:: I need to go with mom and get food.

More later