Trying.

I have a really close friend, and she’s the sweetest girl. Most people don’t see it.  Very few see the real her, and I’ve had the pleasue of seeing most of it. She is a little rough around the edges, and she has plenty of problems, but now a days, who doesnt? Her parent’s are total scum to her. I mean, I know they care about her, but I think it’s too much, and there blinded by it, and they think that everything and everyone is bad. Example you ask? Right! GO. Me and another one of my friends, fooled around with a Ouija board a couple of times, just to see if there really was anything out there, and all of that. Kinda for fun, and not really…seirous or anything..just..teenagers being teenagers. And My friend finds out about it, and she writes about it in her blog, and of course, her parnents find out about it. Let me say something first about her parents. Her parent’s are like…CHISTAINS. I mean, that like. WOAH Chistains. Like, they are so blinded by their faith they refuse to accept anyting else. At all. But, they found out about out, Ouija board exeperiance. And, I didn’t know about it, so I called her on Saterday, to see if she wanted to go with us to a rodeo thing with my other friends, and stay the night with us. And, her father ( The worst of the Unit Chistain) picked up the phone and said that I was off limits for awhile. And that’s alright. I can understand that a little. Even though I feel like a T.V. and I’m being taken away from her, or something. But fine whatever, it’s just a concerened parent, looking out for there kids. And, me being myself, I’m all for protceting your kids. But anyway, my other friend who was with me at the time, ( And the other one that did the Ouija borad.) called, to see if they’d let her talk. But instead they lecture her for about an hour and a half, about what she did was wrong, and that she was possed by demon’s and they needed to rid her of this. Well,that’s all fine and dandy. But  you shouldn’t do that. I don’t care if your a die hard Chistain, and you love God. I think that if the childs parent thinks it’s ok then fine. But other then that..stop messing with other peolpe’s kids. I mean, if there adults, and they let you talk about it..then ok. But, it’s not your kid, and they might not belive the same things as you do, so stop shoveing your religion on them. And after her parents talk to my friend about the whole Ouija board thing, and they "rid her of her possession". Me and her talked about it, and She doesnt want to do the Ouija board again. Well, I don’t really have a probelm with that at all. I really didn’t want to do that anymore, eaither, it was starting to freak me out. But, she says that they think I’m possesd. WELL GREAT. I for one know that I am not possessed. I know what I did was aginst the Bible, and it was aginst God, and it was wrong. I was full aware of that when I did it, and before I did it. And I still did it. I wanted to experiance it.  And I did, and I’m probley not going to do it anymore. I can understand, if I was running around drooling with 666 on my forhead. Well, duh I’m posessed. But I’m not. I’m perfectly fine. Mad, angry, hurt and sad, but fine. I’ve had parent’s hate be before, I can deal with this. I can. But it’s tearing her apart. She doesn’t like her parent’s controling her life. And I can understand that, I hate it too. But I don’ know what to do, or what to tell her. But anyway, now her parents want to talk to me face to face, and try to rid me of my "Demons". Right. That’s not going to help the situation any. They want to see the real me. HA! The real mad me they mean. Because they have insulted my intelligence, and my way of thinking already. I’m mad as hell at them. It’s one thing to not let her talk to me anymore, but to tell me that I am possessed? Right, really great. So now, I’m never going to talk to her, or be around her. Because I’m going to loose my temper like I normaly do. And they’ll probley throw anoiting oil on me and try and rid me of "Demons"  Oh yay…

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October 23, 2005

Gees, what annoying people <3 Feel better.

October 24, 2005

I told Matt about this situation, and his reaction was: “What bad Christians. If you think someone has demons, you try to cast them out, not tell her to stay away from your daughter…” And, well, if they think just talking to her would’ve cast out any demons, then they’re still terrible Christians who don’t get it at ALL. Preaching what they don’t know… The worst kind of hypocrite, IMO. (cont.)

October 24, 2005

Just try to work through it. I know her step-dad’s an ass (I don’t care how much of a “Christian” he is, an ass is an ass is an ass), but you’ve gotta at least try, for “your friend’s” sake. But do try to throw in a couple smartass comments for me, wot? =) And try not to let him get to you. Isn’t that what he wants? I’m always here for you when you need to rant… All my love,

November 1, 2005

yes the jacket was for band cause it is extra curricular. but thanks for asking. Hope you have a better time wih your stuff.

November 2, 2005

Hey. I read the biggest part of that.. and I’ll finish the rest later. I’m in a rush .. and I’m just letting you know that I’m finally gonna update on this diary for once in like a cabillion days. ttyl =)

November 8, 2005

I hope everything’s okay with you. Take care and keep in touch. (I’ll do my best.)