Dreams.

I wanted to talk about my dreams, because I dunno..I feel like it. One of the dreams I had reasently (Ugh, thats spelt wrong..) About me and Jo. We were married, and I suppose on our hunnymoon, or somthing. And, well. Anyone can guess what happened. I mean come on put two and two together people. But anyway! I woke up and was just like oh my butt! Why in the WORLD would I dream about that? Not that I mind dreaming about it or anything,. But. I have never dreamed about it before..I seirously had to sit there and regain my composure. It felt real too. I mean not that I would know or anything, but really..if that’s what it’s like then holy fucking shit. But anyway..I thought it was weird. I dunno why, but it was. I mean I don’t dream about that stuff, and if I do, then right before anything happens I wake up or it turns into something waay different.. Anyway! Other dreams..

Uh, One that always sticks out in my mind. Was, I was liveing in the 1700’s and married. And I wanted a child, and that’s all I asked my husband for, was I want a child, so I stoped eating and everything, and I suppose one night he got fed up with it and just said "Fine, have it your way!" and picked me up and layed down and strattled me on him, and I leaned really close to his mouth smiled and reached my hand into his mouth, and fittled around for a moment, and pulled out a baby! And I sat on him smileing and wooing over it. Yeah, that really freaked me out..

That’s enough for now. I have so many I could fill up a freaking room with them all. I always wanted to go to one of those dream docters, and see if they could figure me out from my dreams. Haha, I don’t think they could. My brain is one huge disaster area. Oh, and speaking of which. Me and Liz had a dissagreement. Just over things. she says she hates it when I have a boyfriend. What am I suppose to do? I don’t understand. Does she not want me to be happy? I don’t think that’s it. But she said that she is jelous, and want’s Jo (Or someone like him). Well, I dunno what the hell to tell her. She is very beautiful, and is perfectly capable of finding someone. She say’s she’s too shy, Shy my ass! God, that girl is like a flirt machine! I have no idea were in the world she got the ‘I’m too shy act’ from. I think that she thought that I would be stuck with no one and she would get all the guys. *sigh* And I thought that too…Untill, now. But still, I still do think that..kinda.I still think people are going to get sick and tired of me, and just go away. Oh well..