8/22/05

I HATE MY MOTHER. HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE!!! *sigh* HATE! SHE NEVER LISTENS, SHE DOENST CARE! WHY DID SHE EVEN HAVE ME IF SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT ME!? *bangs head on keybored* She insits that she trusts me, when she doesn’t. I hate that. HATE HATE HATE HATE IT. She doesn’t care. NEVER HAS. And she says ohhh, yeah I love and trust you and now that your 16 i’ll treat you like an adult. YEAH FUCKING RIGHT. I have YET to see her treat me like i’m 16…For that matter, she stoped relzieng I was growing up when I turned 10, so I’ve always been 10 to her. I haven’t gotten older, and she just keeps treating me like a fucking 10 year old. She could at least TRY and treat me like i’m 13 or 14. That would be better then 10. anything would. Why in hell did God have to give me to her? I mean really. There’s lots of nice mom’s why didn’t I get one of those? Insted i’m stuck with the devil mother. I think someone has it out for me. I just want Greg.