August 19, 2005

8/20/05

*Sigh* I feel like i’ve let down Liz again. I’ve been talking to Jo alot lately. I mean ALOT. I really really miss him. But I miss Hanna too. I hate choseing between them. I feel like a horrible friend, just horrible. She says it’s ok, and she understands. But that’s what she always says, and it’s like she’s holding something back from me. I know she hates the fact that I don’t call her as much anymore. And I don’t talk to her alot. But, I dunno. I feel like if I don’t talk to Jo, I’ll just die. But, If I don’t talk to Hanna, I just don’t feel right. I don’t like letting her down. I really don’t. I don’t like the fact that I have to choose between them. I’ve always said, Best friends before boyfrineds, and here I am..Not listening to my own words. I just miss them both. Alot. I know the most obvious option is calling them both. But, yeah. Somtimes I forget to call Liz when I’m talking to Jo, and when I do remember, it’s to late, to call her. I hate letting her down, I really do. *Sigh*

The Musician

Ok. Well, it seems like Liz is just going to have to understand. However, keep in mind that even though you enjoy talking to Jo, he’s not the only person that enjoys your company. Just balance things out a little more evenly. It’s not difficult. And I’m sure that Jo will understand. Take are of yourself. Good luck with this dilemma. Toodles. -Irma

– ryn- you can take all the icons you want. i update them pretty regular. they are on previous entries too. i added you to my favs too. -jess

hey, honestly i have the weirdest taste in music.. my favorite band is a metal band Avenged Sevenfold and yeah i like him but then i like Avril Lavigne… i dunno why..lol.. im just weird.. lol.. but i think shes a good singer

cool.. ill check them out… btw, thanx for not jumpin down my throat…. alot of little anti avril junkies love to do that… lol

Thank you for you welcome.. I have come to learn that relationships are way too complicated.. the best you can do is be true to yourself, be honest, be open and then no matter what happens you will have done the best you can do.. Friendships that dont survive that werent meant to be.. Take care..

*Less Than Three*

August 22, 2005

I’m gonna have to make you call her occasionally, aren’t I? Well, if that’s what it takes, then that’s what I’ll do… Just don’t mind if I’m a little rude, like, “Ok, I’m hanging up now, you call Hanna, I love you, bye!” Gonna have to start doing that if you refuse to get any sleep, too, I think… *Sir Bean*