7/7/05

*Dances* I got my first kiss! Mwahaha! It was what I expected…But not what I expected..if that makes any sence. *Shurg* I dunno..I was soooooooo scared that I was going to get more attached then I should. Which I did. But, He asked if he could kiss me when we were at the park after we had shot off some pretty awsome fireworks.., and I just told him I didn’t know.. So we just kinda stood there holding eachother, and I thought. I forget about what..though. Probley thinking..about that whole thing. Annyway! We went back to my place (Lol, that sounds so corny..) And watched Spaceballs, up in my room. and well..after the moive, it was really dark..and just..YEAH. I don’t even remeber what I was thinking..Probley "Where then HELL do I put my hands.." Haha, yeah that sounds like me. Anyway..the kissing went on for a couple mins..OK OKOK!! Hours..gimme a break here. I missed him alot..and he didn’t help all that much eaither. So, we kinda talked and kissed untill about 6:30. Then I made him go to his bed and sleep. How very sweet of me! Anyway..I wake up once in the morning to a phone call, then I wake up again to him sitting on my floor watching me sleep..I know! So cute..but It kinda scarred me.. That’s just never happened to me before..Anyway! We went downstairs and I poped in a frozen pizza.. We watched a bit of T.v. and Liz called. We talked to her for awhile, and watched the News. I know, but there’s a hurricane comming to Florida, and I wanted to see it. So anyway..mom came home..*Wooo hoo* And we went upstairs, kissed more,and watched a little bit of CSI. Pretty much after that we talked and stuff, then he had to go. His mom took a picture. and we set off the last of the fireworks he had gotten. And, then..we went back to see if he left anything..kissed goodbye and hugged and all that nice stuff and he left. I started to cry a little when I went back inside the house and went upstairs. I didn’t want to be burst out crying while he left…so I kinda stopped it a little bit. *sigh* Yesterday when he came though he like walked in my house. (I told him I’d leave the door unlocked just in case I was outside, or sleeping or something.) And the first thing I said to him was "What are you trying to kill my dog?" I sooo have to laugh at myself for that. I was so nervas, the mean-saracstic side came out for a milla second. But anyway we huged..Which was sooo awkward. but non the less. And he gave me all my spiffy presents! He gave me a yellow rose made of of feathes. Which was soo pretty! And he got me, posters, and a shirt, and skittles! Haha..yeah there’s a story behind the skittles. Anyway! Then we went to Traceys, and had watermelon, and played Gamecube..haha that was intresting. And we went to see The Longest Yard. That moive rocks..Well, I think I’m gunna go call Liz or watch a moive..or somthing..to get my mind off of him. Which won’t work because now I have things to remind me of him in my room..*sigh*