6/30/05
Yes, well. Thank you to all who noted. When I wrote that I was kinda..not realling knowing what the hell I was writeing.Anyway. My boyfriend read this (I gave it to him awhile back, because he likes readin what I think.) And he saw how hurt I was..I didn’t even know I sounded that hurt. So he told me that he never should have brought it up or even asked me about it. Never the less consitered it. Because "I have a great girlfriend, that I love. Who could ask for anymore then that?" *sigh* I don’t know how he could tell I was that hurt by it. *shurg* Weird. Anyway..He’s comming here in 6 days. SIX. I think I’m going to die before then. One. because I want to see him so badly. Two. Because I just hate myself, and the way I look. No matter how many times he tells me how beautiful I am. I just have had it smacked into my head my entire life I suppose..I dunno weird.Anyway. I think I’m going to lay down or summat. I am so tired from work. and I don’t have off until Monday…*groans* Great..
I’m glad you showed Jo this stuff & that he knows what’s bothering you. Where is Jo right now? I thought he was in the same city as you…or something. Anywho, have fun & take care. Talk to you later. Toodles. -Irma
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Yeah, i didnt exactly what to hang out with him yesterday but i had nothing better to do so whatever, me and my dad dont usually get along that well. But when he wants to be nice i’m fine with him. *~Much Love~* Jessica Lynn
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OMG!!! start a countdown, those are always fun, like hang it on your wall and stuff, I always felt like it made the time shorter, but I dunno.. as long as you don’t stare at it! It’s good that you got things figured out! That’s all, SEEYA! Mikey
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