2/25/06
I’m jelous again, and of the stupidest person too. *sigh* I was talking to my brother about it, and he says I have no reason to be worried, I’m not going to loose him. But I dunno, I know I won’t not to Liz anyway, but it’s starting to bother me that they flirt, I dunno why, they do it all the time, but she’s been calling him alot, and I kinda feel left out of they’re little flirty world, because I don’t flirt very much, or if I do, I don’t notice. I’ve always been really shy in that aspect, and I guess I shouldn’t worry, but I am anyway..because I’m weird, and I’m probley not going to take my brother’s advice, because I’m stupid, and it’s gunna bother me, and then Jo’s gunna get mad at me, because I told my brother before him..Because he thinks that I need to tell him things, and I do. But I dunno.*sigh*
Sometimes you cant help it.. = *hugs* And you needed someone to talk to, so why not go to your brother, you know? And if you tell him, at least you tell him right? He shouldnt get upset that you didnt tell him first *big hugs*
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You know how worried I’ve gotten with Xavi before. I mean, c’mon…you’ve been reading my journal for awhile now. So, I definitely know what you’re going through. But sometimes, you need someone to talk to. Jo has no right to get upset with you over the fact that you expressed your concern to your brother. Jealousy’s an ugly thing but unfortunately, sometimes we can’t help it. Don’t fret over…
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…this, dear. You’ll be fine. Everything will be fine. However, I would advise that you talk to Jo about this. If he’s already familiar with these concerns and doesn’t seem to care, then I’d say there’s definitely something wrong with the way he carries himself with other girls. Take care of yourself, kid. *hugs* Bye. -Irma
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