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i am incredibl;y mad at jason right now. it is a pretty silly fight. but i am upset regardless.
so some background…
about a year and half ago i had major depression and insomnia. i was put on sleeping medication and told to set up a specific bedtime routine. i’ve relaxed on a lot of the steps required for that routine, but i am still very picky about some basic things.
1. i will not sleep on sheets with crumbs or unidentifieable stains. i will also not sleep on a bare matress
2. i must have a pillow
3. i will not sleep with blankets that have loops, zippers, hooks etc that can get caught/tangled on my feel.

i know they are sort of silly, but its just the way i am. i cannot sleep if any one of those things happened.
so after working third shift at the casino i went to jason’s this morning. he moved about five days ago, but we have mostly been staying at my place. he invited me over after work, and i said yes. so when i arrived there were no sheets on the bed, no pillows and he was using a childrens sleeping bag unzipped. he didn’t have any other blankets and expected me to sleep like that.
so i got pissed. he wouldn’t take sheets off of his dad’s bed. so i left. i am not sleeping like some drunk ass fraternity whore. i have a nice bed, with egyptian cotton sheets, homeade quilts and a god damned pillow. grrrr.

things are going to be fiesty tonight.