who am i fooling?

For about six months now I have been having serious problems with my hearing in my left ear. About ten years ago I had brain cancer on my left side, and my ear was probably damaged. I just found out three weeks ago that my mom never got me a hearing test after my brain surgery. So I could have some serious hearing damage. i went in last week to get it checked out, and my doctor was baffled. So I have to see a specialist next week.

Staying at my parents house is driving me crazy. Things like the bathroom drain being overrun with matted pubic hairs and soap scum, Ben leaving his dishes for me to do, and Wanda marching around using our phones like she lives here. I’m just generally stressed out an grumpy.
Abby and I should be going down to Ann Arbor on Thursday, and staying till Monday….
I think I will go just as stir crazy there.

I’m not really sure what I need right now, but I am not getting the proper things out of life. I work to much, and honestly just need a few beers and my friends. But my friends are crappy right now. They are so consumed with themselves and this completly annoying group of work friends they have going.

I don’t know what to do with myself!!

I am ready for school to start, and just ready for so many other things. I wish work-boy was around, because I reeally enjoyed his company. I wish that anyone would just be around.