stop the movement

i so lied. or broke my promise…whatever it was.

i had a new boy on thursday…he was really cute, no hot…

it was exciting.

someone at the bar stole my id, i have to make sure that alexia will go and get me a new one…or nate from work. i just want to go back to the bar and see this boy. he is there every week.

so i brought him home..

and my stupid birth control is giving me really bad cramps. so in the middle of everything i go and lie on the kitchen floor, face down naked trying to cool off my ovaries. that doesn’t work, so i had to make myself puke…

it was so strange because that was all i needed and i was instantly better.

so i brushed my teeth and rejoined the hot boy in my bed.

i don’t think he realized that i had a near death experience…

that part that really worries me is that i laid naked on my kitchen floor…mostly because it is dirty, but also because abby was sleeping one room over, with the door open.

she would have been pretty suspicious if she woke up with me naked on the floor reeking of a strange boys cologne.

i was going to ask him to go to erics with me last nihgt. but i am glad that i didn;t.

erics friends are a bit to strange for the boys i like. good thing i can handle the unusual. lol.

i didn’t have cramps last nihgt or tonight. so i think i am in the clear and cramp free for colorado. which is good, because i cannot be purging in the middle of nowhere with limited food.

mike…to bad you weren’t a park ranger in estes park…if i got sick you could rescue me.

time to go to bed…

sarah