smeared blood

where do i start? i am not goin on the awful date tonight. all of those years in drama and learning about method acting has finally paid off! i thought about my dying dog, watching my grandfather die and all sorts of other awful things. started to cry. then called him, and left hiom a voicemail saying that my aunt in penn had a brain tumor(which is true) and just had a stroke(which i also true if it were december) and said that my mom and i were leaving for the airport and that i couldn;t go tonight. sorry, blah blah blah, and to call me if he got the chance. it was a fantastic performance.

next, i did not get accepted to UPenn. i’m not sad about it, at all. not that i really ever wanted to go there. my mom said it was my test scores that didn’t get me in. like i want to go to a college that bases so much on test scores. ha!

i got a third job. i am working at China Garden now, as a waitress. My first day was yesterday, and it was really chaotic. but i needed a waitressing job, so that i could get a waitressing job next year.

my next day is tuesday…i need to buy some work clothes, an apron and just alot of other junk.

jeez, i’m done for today.