past relived

first of all carebears is the fucking most ridiculous/awful DVD ever!
went to the librbary today…it was the size of my bedroom, lol. but i got four books. which will last me at least two weeks.
spent the morning at ‘leo’s place’ which is the equivalent of Kid’s Quest or Chuckie Cheese’s. my back hurts, but i did have some really good coconut cherry cake. i love cake.
i’m confused about a lot of feelings. i need to stop being a baby and just be direct with people.
had a bunch of dreams about brady. made me realize that i MUST fix whatever went wrong. tried calling him but no answer…we’ll see… i’ll try again.
i really like tim, but sadly i’m afraid of not being alone. i guess being my own person all of these years did more harm than good.