nowhere man, please listen

my cuban project was heinous. that is a very amanda word. but it describes it perfectly. i was the only person who knew what their topic was, and could talk about it with some intelligence. i am just really disappointed, but hey at least i did my share. that is all that matters.

my work schedule for april is crap. they hired a new gfilr and she took my wednesday shift. and wednesdays are now extended hours, so instead of working 3-5 i would work 3-8. i am really mad. i left cathy a note telling her to call me so we can talk about it. but if they don’t change my schedule and give me better hours i will tell her then and there that i am going to quit and look for another job. it is not fair, and it is wrong to hire two new employees in the span of a month when she KNOWS i am looking for more hours. it isn’t like i have 20,000 dollars to come up with or anything.

uhg, work and tuition complaints aside, i don’t know what else to talk about.

oh! i am going on my churches backpacking trip this summer, my dad is goiong along as well. i a getting a memebership at wellness central, and a trainor so that i will be in shape. i am worried about my back and knee’s not holding out. i am making an appt. for a consultation to find out what stuff i need to work on, theyt also do a fitness test. i want to work on my abs, i despratly want a flat stomach, especially for beach opportunities, lol. i want a stronger back, stronger knees and if possible i want to work on my biceps as well. but i am totally psyched. especiallu for the flat stomach, lol.

i have re-fallen in love with the beatles. i got my dad to bring home a few cd’s and i have been listening to rubber soul and revolver non-stop. rubber soul is playing in my room 24-7 and whenever i amin the car i play revolver.

i went to the show at the wesley center last night. the show was alright, but not what i expected it to be. afterwards, lauren, jess and laurens two friends from out of town, we went to lil’chef. steven carey and jocob miller joined us later and then lexi came. it was tres fun.

i was wearing my flowing skirt and shaking around, because i wanted to dance. and i talked to steven a bit…hmm maybe i should pursue his hott ass, lol.

i am so bored with boys lately. it has been months since i have been with a boy. at least it feels like it has been.

i think i am going to the wayside for real this weekend. well actually alexia said i have to, that i have no choice. and that we ar going. good, i just need to come up with an excuse for my parents. i ahve had a pretty reasonable and not crazy spring break so far, so if i tell them i am staying at amanda’s i am sure it will be fine. i’m just not sure if i can stay at my mom’s office that night. hmmm, i wonder if there is some way for them to let me saty out until two in the morning. i’m sure if i say hey, can i go to the wayside they will say no. mostly because they will want to know how i am getting in. hmmm….maybe i will just say i am watching movies. and that i want to be out late but that i don’t want to sleep over because i have class in the morning. who knows. i’m sure i will figure it out.

time for me to do something productive.

bye.