not feeling it

things i really miss:

1 driving

2 james

3 brady

4 alexia

5 my cat

things i sort of miss

1 being stoned

2 being drunk

3 sex…but that i really really miss

4 checking out boys

5 frat parties

why do i hate it here so much? and why is everything so socially exclusive?

i feel like i’m some geek in 7th grade.

everyone is nice to you, but in reality wishes you away.

missing james is becoming an issue. but kunst broke it down for me. i only miss him because i sort of had a thing with him, because we left on bad terms…he made me cry my last night at home…and because the sex was great.

she is so right. i don’t know why i lust after him, still.

brady is fantastic. i want to come home so bad.

i dropped stats for modern.

i think dance suits me better.

and kitt and i decided i should be a exersize science major. i love the idea. because aerobics is great.