james doub is my one and only

i have had a pretty wild night. aislinn(my best college friend) and I went to quizno’s came back. went to kits room and were trashed by 8:00. stumbled to the job fair, came back to kits and drank alot more….

i drunk dialed james twice. left him a text msg that read, i need crazy sex…now. then drunk dialed brady. then finally jeff reid. and jeff was no help. i made it pretty clear that i want to hook up with him wheni come home. jeff is really hot.

jAmes called me while i was talking to jeff, so i answered his call. he made fun of me alot. and promised to see me when i come home. offered the same advice jeff did, which was why don’t you just go masturbate. which was not a satisfactoy answer. i thought i heard james say that he loved me. but i’m pretty trashed so that could be my imagination.

but i really miss him. more the great sex than him. god, nothing could ever compare to how fucking amazing he was. i can’t even talk about it anymore. it will drive me crazy. goodbye.