i’ve collapsed

sigh, okay. so i’ve been MIA for a while. it’s with good reason. my sister has cancer. the full updated for anyone interested is on my myspace profile read the blog titled full update
so that aside, due to many circumstances in various parts of my life…i decided it’s time to move on. something is just wrong about my life right now. i know better than to return home, i would be nothing but stress for my already frazzled parents. so i am moving to Westchester, NY. home of Bill Clinton and Martha Stewart. I told my dad that I would oblige both of them as it would make me a millionaire with political power. I love Bill Clinton nearly as much as Howard Dean. This is grounds for stalking, or at least silly autographed photos.
So essentially, NYC on June 10th.
God, my life is taking me in some strange places. But we all know I belong out east, it was only a matter of time before I found the sunny shores of the atlantic. never anticipated it would be this soon.
so living out there will put me over 4,000 miles closer to home. it’s 805 miles from my parents, but thats the long route. i can’t seem to manipulate mapquest and show the mileage through canada, which should cut around 4 hours off my travel time.
so i can go home for holidays and for hannah if things get bad.
i am definatly going home for the weekend before or after my birthday. nothing like a proper party. and then again for thanksgiving, christmas, and NEW YEARS!
my location for Halloween is yet to be determined. I might spend that night up with my Smithies. Speaking of which, I miss them and am SOOOOOO excited to be close again.
Thank god for the east coast. Thank god for my life changing.
i don’t think anyone really knows how bad it was here. basically i was working for stalin. and i just can’t do it anymore. at first it was fine, but i’m to preoccupied with my family matters to avoid the eggshells carefully placed around the carpet.
i am just tired, and unhappy. and even if it wasn’t this place, its this time. time to continue on my way. i never really make it at anything for longer than six months. so maybe i should plan my life in half years and semesters. it seemed to work before.
i’m tired, right now. not emotional tired but actually sleepiness.
if you have any questions, i’m glad to answer them. so excited about my new life. that starts in 44 days. because i am taking two weeks to visit family inbetween England and New York
ma’am