cherry in the sky

no more complaining!
think positive!
today i had two wonderful conversations one with my best friend and the other with a pseudo crush.
my best friend was telling me about her woes(hre current lover can’t get it up) and i shared some dirty secrets. it was very funny and we were both really laughing out loud. we also tried to teleport me back to the states, but it didn’t work. we blame it on the ocean. i developed a team name for us. either sarexia or alexrah. help me choose! we’ve planned my homecoming to a T. even calculated how many shots of liqour we can afford. this is our longest seperation ever. but it is almost over, and for that i am extremly happy and poisitive!
i also talked with my pseudo crush. because he started out as a guy i went to higschool with who has big eyebrows…but now he is offerning his home to me, free ride home, night of adventure and drinking and making me watch big lebowski with him. we also went over the plot for commercials is sarexia was a medication for OCD with depression or a horrendous STD. and we both agreed that either way a woman had to be alone in a field in the beginning, and in the end she and her talk dark and handsom run off into the sunset holding hands.
and then i accidentally created the word fancing. i meant dancing. but then this obviously sexual sounding word ‘fancing’ was brought into the conversation. and i was oddly uncomfortable because i was trying to not sound like a whore.
i can’t figure out if he wants to fance me. and i don’t know if i want to either. at first when i knew i was staying with him, it was like, oh god….MEN MEN MEN! but i’m worried about the eyebrows.
jesus christ i’m a bitch. listen to me!
two of my friends turn 21 this week! happy birthday mel and littany!
well i’m going to go…
and dream of fancing…
and the boy who blew it in his pants (hehe alexia)

ma’am

remember to vote for either team sarexia or team alexrah