4/28/06

hannah started loosing her hair this week. i’m just anxious and drippy. abby and i got in a fight and i almost cried. she said i act like i don’t love her anymore. and i felt so bad. i explained to her that she is my favorite…and that if she were sick i would have been home weeks ago. that hannah and i were never friends, and i see this as an opportunity to fix things. i really love hannah but we have a wierd age gap…we can’t really relate as adults or children…and i’m never sure when i am crossing the line.
she just sent me the web addy for her wig…and she’s getting a wig grip. which sounds funny, wig grip…but just makes me sadder.
we don’t deserve this.
ma’am