Californication

Well, after several gruelling months of dealing with parents who neither understand the world nor are willing to accept this fact, it finally seems that my wish will be fulfilled with their blessing and hopefully with a little of their financial support.

In about a week, I’m hoping to depart for California in an effort to find a place to live and begin, gasp, a real life.  I’d feel like Pinocchio if it wasn’t for the fact that I find that entire story to be a little more fallic in its subtext than I want to talk about.  "He wants to become a "real" boy, oh yeah…with an older man…mmhm….can we say Catholic Priest fantasy?! 

Anyway, we’ll see what happens within this week.  I really don’t know how to feel about it all.  It has been delayed so long and I"ve changed so much.  It feels like the only real reason why I’m going is to get away from this place that I hate…which I’ve decided I only hate because my parents are here.  But it will be good for me I’m sure.  Who knows what lies ahead?  Not me.

That’s all for now.