kamabama revisited *edit*

talked to him tonight for the first time in nearly a year

it hurt and it felt good

i feel like alice down the rabbit hole

nothing is what i expected

but how can it be when i didnt really know what to expect to begin with

im supposed to call him back in a little bit

i find myself looking at the clock every couple of minutes or so

only i can do what needs to be done to make me happy

but what would truely make me happy?

may all your dreams be good dreams

namaste

J

*edit*

so i called

it went… well  

i want to talk to shoeshine