afraid to fail?

Serin posed a good question.. what would you be doing right now if you werent afraid to fail?

ive thought about it a bit and i dont rightly know what id be doing.  but i do know this.

today was my last day of work, im leaving for ‘bama on monday and i’m terribly afraid to fail. the what if’s run rampant thru my mind night and day.  it’s not exactly a blind step into the unknown that im taking, more of a step into a familiar room thats been rearranged and the lights shut off.   i dont have the option to fail. i have a son that is relying on me and failure is not an option. ive stood in the doorway long enough. so am i afraid to fail.. yes.  would i still be doing this if i wasnt afraid to fail? .. certainly.  i think the real question for me is, is the risk of failure worth it?

i hope so.