Stubborn
This little girl is stubborn. She is still breech. Our c-section is scheduled for next Wednesday, 09-09-09.
I am terrified. I do not want to go through a major surgery, let alone be awake through it. I want to be able to hold my daughter after she is born, not to have too wait for an hour or so. That thought alone keeps me in tears. I want to come home with her and not be in massive amounts of pain and enjoy bonding with my baby girl. Now I’ll have to have someone do everything for me, to help me take care of her.
I never thought I’d react this way. I’ve always just wanted what was best for her, to get her here safely is supposed to be enough, right?
Definitely what matters is getting her out safely. For what it’s worth, you’re in a ton of pain after the vaginal birth as well…It’s pretty unavoidable. My sister in law actually had a c-section for her 4th child, and she said if she ever had any more, she’d have one again…that it was a lot easier.
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