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Sorry So Long… since I’ve written a real entry. I just seem to never have any privacy anymore. And I hate writing when it feels like someone’s looking over my shoulder.

I’ve been super busy. Working, and hanging out with my best friend, Alaine. She just moved back to Orlando from Panama City, FL. I helped her… it was fun. Her apartment in PC had a problem with the black mold. And her landlord would not do anything to get rid of it. So she & her boyfriend, Dane, moved back here! I’m so excited. I have a friend again!

I’m sitting on my bedroom floor right now. I have a computer in here now. It’s so cool. I can sit in privacy and write all I want. Or look at whatever I want. PRIVACY!!! Finally…

I’m super disgusted at work. I’ve been shit upon for the last time. I’m going to the school on Wednesday to see what I can do to get the hell away from that hell hole.

My doctor put me back on anti-depressants.Not necessarily because I’m depressed though. She put me on Wellbutrin, to kind of energize me. I’ve been having trouble sleeping lately. I sleep enough… I’m just so tired after I sleep. I could sleep all day. And I don’t want to sleep my life away. So, I started the stuff yesterday. I was fine. But today at work I felt as high as a kite. Whoa boy…this stuff is wicked. It;s supposed to also suppress your appetite and help you quit smoking. I was sitting in the breakroom, smoking a cigarette, and I could not taste it at all. It was the weirdest thing. It just proves that half the addiction with smoking is habit. It was like I was only smoking because I was used to doing it. Oh well… I’ll stop sometime soon though.

Well… it’s 1:20 in the am. I’m going to crash. I gotta work tomorrow. Ciao!