Officially!

I officially hate the keyboard on my laptop. It’s small, and my clumsy fingers have a hard time maneuvering on it. Not to mention it double types L’s, and now B’s. The spacebar works when it wants to. And sometimes, letters don’t show up at all! I constantly have to check my screen to make sure what I just typed makes sense.

I guess that if that’s my biggest problem of the day I must be doing good! LoL

So, my job sucks. Out loud. LoL I despise working overnights. I hate flip-flopping my days & nites. I hate not being able to see my best friend in the evenings. But, I don’t have to deal with 1/10th of the nasty people I had to deal with in the day, I don’t have Peggy talking shit about me to everyone else, I can get actual work accomplished, and the other associates are easier to get along with & actually have senses of humor! So, I guess it’s not really that bad…

Now all I need is a social life! LoL I did join a local movie group. My best friend is a member, she says it’s alot of fun. We have a meetup this Saturday which I am very much looking forward to! I sooooo need to meet other people, outside of work. It’l be a good thing!

I need to find a therapist. With all the crap I’ve gone through the last couple of months, it’s made me ralize that therapy might be a good thing for me. There are alot of things that I’m not comfortable talking with my family and friends about. I don’t want to burden anyone with my "issues". I think it’ll help with my anxiety, and other things. Anyone know how to go about finding a good therapist? I have no clue how to find someone who’s good.

And, my lady doctor is no longer practicing at the office I go to, so I have to find a new one of those as well! I’ve had enough with doctors this year! Why do they hafta make everything so difficult? LoL

My contacts are drying out, that’s my cue to go to bed!