lonely, bored, tired

Yup, that’s me. I came home after work tonite. Only to sit here, do nothing, and not be able to eat anything. This is why I hate coming home after work. I am catching up on laundry though, so that’s good.

I saw Philip again last Friday nite. He & Patrick went up to GA Saturday to go hunting. They were supposed to come home Tuesday but decided to stay through until next Monday. It’s been good for them both to get away. Peggy’s been going crazy though. She hasn’t talked to Pat since Monday. She got ahold of Philip Tuesday afternoon and found out that they were staying through the week, but Pat had run out for awhile so she didn’t get to talk to him. Now she can’t get ahold of either of them. I haven’t heard from Philip since they left. And I’m fine with that. He went up there to get away from here for awhile, not necessarily to get away from me, but to get away from here. To get away from everything that he’s been dealing with all year. Hopefully he’ll feel alot better when he gets back home and will really want to work on things then. *crosses fingers*

But yeah, I’m just sitting here. Being bored. And there is nothing here I can eat. And I’m not running out to get anything at this time of night either. I’m sick of dealing with food, dealing with what I can & cannot eat. I’ve lost 20lbs. in a little over a month. It’s good but scary at the same time. Wanna lose weight quick? Go on the gall bladder diet with me! LoFL I was supposed to hear from the surgeon’s office this week about a date for my surgery. Nothing. I’m calling them tomorrow morning and telling them that if I don’t have a date by the end of the day I’m finding another surgeon. I’m tired of waiting, and I’m tired of them not doing shit about this.

They’re gonna launch a shuttle tonite! If there weren’t like 2 million people at the cape you know where my happy ass would be! I love night launches. We saw one at the cape like 8 or 9 years ago. Holy shit! I’ve been here that long?!? Yup, 10 years this past November. Wow, time flies…

Alright, this has been random enough. I’m gonna go goof off some more.