It’s been a while…

Since I’ve updated. I’m back in Auburn. We GO this Friday. And I was supposed to head to Cedar Knolls, NJ. But the project there has been postponed. So I don’t know where I’m headed. Philip just left here a few hours ago. The more time I spend with him the more I am in love with him. And the harder it is to say goodbye. I’m really not in love with my job anymore. It was all I could do not to pack up my car & follow Philip home. I want to be home with him. *sigh* I don’t know what to do. I want to be home so badly, but I feel like I have this responsibility & commitment to my job. I don’t just wanna bail, ya know. So I signed up for a training program back home only to find out the next day that it has been cancelled due to "restructuring". WTF?!? The restructuring in the company is driving me nutty.

I just wanna go home.