I Survived…

I survived Monday at work! Yay me! I’m off tomorrow. Going to look at that apartment. Chillin with Alaine. Yeah, all the stuff I said in the entry before this one… I’m lame.

Is anyone reading this thing? Leave me notes, just a name, something! I’m lonely.

I did talk to Philip for a few tonite. I didn’t mention anything about Valentine’s Day. I did ask what he was doing this weekend, and if I could come up & stay a night with him. He said he’ll hafta see what’s going on. His boss is out of town for the next 2-3 weeks, so he’s the one in charge. He may end up working this weekend. I just wanna see him & spend time with him. I want desperately to have things back the way they were a year ago. It just seems like he doesn’t really care like he did before. I’m probably just over analyzing things. I need to just relax and have fun a bit. It’s just frustrating is all… I absolutely love him, I just wish I could tell him.

Enough whining! I have the next 2 days off, I’m gonna rest, relax, hang out, not live on a schedule. It’s gonna be great!