I Love Him

Philip shocked the hell out of me yesterday: He came & saw me! I was at work, only had about 15 minutes to go till the end of my shift. I was talking to one of the other girls in the pharmacy. She looked towards the register & said "may I help you" to a customer. I looked up & it was him! My heart got all fluttery! I covered my mouth & said "oh my god!". I told the girls I’d be right back.

 I walked out of the pharmacy & gave him a hug. (He smelled so good!) He said he was there to pick up something for his gun so I walked with him back to sporting goods. We got back there & I told him I was getting off in like 10 minutes, did he want me to meet him outside? He said he’d probably still be in sporting goods & to meet hime back there.

I went back to the pharmacy, all smiley. Barb said "Who’s he? He’s cute!". I told her that was Philip, we’d been seeing each other earlier this year,  but because of my job things hadn’t been working out, but we were talking again. She told me to go ahead & get out of there, spend some time with him.

So I punched out, & found him back in SG. He said he had to go out to his truck to check something on his gun. So we walked outside. We were walking & I leaned closer to him, he smelled sooooooo good, & I told him that. Well, when I leaned in to smell him, he kissed me! He checked his gun, we went back in, got what he needed, and headed back outside.

 He asked if I wanted to go get some dinner & I said sure. We went to Applebee’s, I knew I could find a lowfat meal there. We ate dinner and chatted. I told him about being frustrated with food and my upcoming surgery & work and stuff. He told me about work & his family & stuff going on with the house. We talked all through dinner. It was very enjoyable.

 After dinner we went out to the truck. I smoked a cigarette & it was cold so he gave me a jacket from the truck. We stood back by the tail gate & I opened the jacket so he could put his arms inside to keep warm. We hugged & smooched. We went back into the truck & sat there for a minute & chatted some more & made out. LoL

 We went back to Peggy’s to wait for her to come home from Cathy’s & for Pat to get off of work. We sat on her couch & kissed some more. And just sat there for awhile. I told him I was happy he stopped by & That I had had a great night with him, and to NOT let it be another month before he called me again. He said it wouldn’t. I looked him in the eye & said "I’m here, I’m in the flesh, and I’m not going anywhere.  I never meant to hurt you & I’m sorry if I ever did. And that’s all I’m gonna say about it". He said he was sorry if he hurt me too.

 Peggy came home, Pat came by. Philip & Pat had to go to Pat’s house to drop off the firearms. So Philip took me back to my car. He kissed me again & I told him not to be a stranger. He said "It probably won’t be an everyday occurrence, but I won’t be a stranger anymore." And I got in my car & he drove off & I drove home.

And that was the end to my lovely evening! It was so nice to see him & him actually paying attention to me & treating me like I mattered! We had a nice evening, and good conversation. I think we can work things out, but we will definitely be taking our time this time. Getting to know each other better. I love him so much! I can’t wait to be able to say it to him again though! But we’re on the right track!