For now…

It’s been a very dark summer for me. I have struggled with my depression the last few months. Struggled to the point where I thought my daughter would be better off without me. Yeah, that’s how bad I was at one point. I’ve just had this overwhelming feeling of worthlessness. It’s been rough. But the last few weeks have been a little bit better. I’m really trying to pull out of this funk I’ve been in. Some days are definitely easier than others. I’ll get there! I’m looking forward to a change in direction.

I’ve had baby fever so bad I can’t stand it! My cousin is due at any minute and I’m so excited for her! A good friend of mine and his girlfriend had their baby in August. It was just so wonderful to be around a newborn again! *squee* I’ve enjoyed it, immensely. I can’t wait to have another snuggly little newborn of my own in the future. Danny has resolved to the fact that we won’t have another until he’s home full time. He thinks it’ll be easier that way. I say it’s never easy! LoL

My daughter will be 2 on Friday! OMGWTFBBQ!!! How did 2 years just sneak past me like that?!? She’s just such a kid now, it blows my mind. She talks, and asks questions. She’s interested in potty training, although not quite ready to go at it full force. She’s learning ABC’s and numbers. She asks questions, wants to know what everything is. And she loves babies too! We’re gonna have a little party for her this weekend. Mickey Mouse Clubhouse themed, it’s her favorite right now.