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Nothing exciting is going on here, as per usual. My parents went out for the night. So I’m here with my sister. I think I may tinker around with my mom’s computer later and install her printer. She’ll appreciate that.

My days off of work got changed. I’m now off on Tuesday and Wednesday instead of Sunday and Thursday. That sucks becaue now I’ll really not be able to do with my friend Amy. Wow, isn’t that sad? I only have 1 friend here…

Pete is going to send me some of my things. I asked him to send me my vest, my jacket, and my 2 stocking holders that I got for gifts last holiday season. That’s really all I can think of that I really want. Anything else can be replaced.

All I want to do is cry. I want to cry and I want someone to hold me and tell me they love me. That everything will be alright. I’ve tried to be so strong through all of this. Everytime I cried about it I would get mad at myself for it. I just feel so hollow inside. And I am soooooooo upset that he’s seeing that other girl already! I can’t believe that I meant that little to him. It makes me so mad. I just want to punch her in her face. Him too…

I wish there was a good movie on TV or something. Amybe I’ll go read a book or something… nah. I’ll just spend my time on the computer, like I usually do.