11/11/02

I’m worried about some friends this morning. They live around the areas where those storms are headed… I hope they’re ok!

I’m just killing some time before work this morning. My cats insist on being in front of my monitor… makes typing kinda hard. Now they’re hanging out in the bathroom. Silly kitties!

One more day of work then 2 days off! Yay! Mom & I are going to do some holiday shopping on Wednesday. I can’t wait till my ATM card arrives so I can go get some things I need. I hate writing out starter checks.

Pete must’ve been with his girlfriend this weekend because he never e-mailed me back. I wouldn’t be so upset about it, but I just hate the fact that he’s with her. I mean, we were together 3 years. And he started going out with her the day he told me he didn’t want me around anymore. I absolutely hate it! I wouldn’t be so upset about the whole break-up if he weren’t with her already. It makes me wonder if I ever meant anything to him really. I really wish I wouldn’t fret over it. But I can’t help it for some reason.

I had a dream last nite that I was leaving him. And I trashed his apartment! I think I had either my mom or Angel & Jen with me. I remember cutting holes in his mattress and dumping water all over it. I had wanted to dump milk but the only milk in the fridge was like 3 months old! It was a funny dream!

WEll, I think I’ll go smoke a cigarette and get ready for work. Laters!